In the mount of the Lord it shall be seen.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Okie. I really think I'm so damn unlikable man. I think when I'm pissed also nobody cares.

And if after this also nobody cares, oh I think I'll be so damn pissed. And disappointed, seriously. Oh man, do I have such bad character?

Well, it's okie if humans aren't my best friend when the above happens. I'll interact more with cats then..

Okay, I'm going to be damn upset and sad and devastated if still nobody cares. =(

Okay, time for some awfully outdated stuff, though I know only how many people will read this? And by the time everyone reads this, it could be like so damn very outdated..

How sad can my life be? Oh damn!

*

Anyway, one fine day after school, when I was walking home from the bus stop, I saw this poor kitten, quite thin, and hungry, and too friendly for her own good...

I tired to ask her to follow me home so I can get her some food. (as I happen to have no cat food that day.)

But she refused to cross the road, seems like she is afraid of vehicles..

Then I ran home to get food. (and my bag weighed a ton)

Then she ate very quickly...

She ate around 2 cans of food..

She didn't finish the second one though, cos she was really quite small in size.

"Yummy, the food as good!"

And she gave me some innocent look..

The next moment she was up my lap.

Such an affectionate cat. =)

Really would make a good house cat. I don't really take the route back home, especially weekends. I wouldn't be there the same time everyday too! =(

May this kitten be free of harm and hunger.

I hope she has ate something today... We will meet again if we have the affinity. =)

And if we really meet a few more times, I'm going to make a point to feed her at a particular place everyday. I will find a suitable place. Because the location the kitten is now in, isn't really safe.

If I am able to feed her everyday, I will consider to bring her for sterilisation and have her ear tipped. I WANT her to be safe from any catching.

May this kitten (and all other Cats) be blessed... Please!

*

And recently everyone seems to be eating donuts. And so many different brands of the them!

And probably they might end up like those bubble tea stores, or Rotiboy, or.....

I don't know.. It has always been like that, the trend comes and goes...

This is a so damn outdated picture of a donut Dear bought for me.

And I didn't even know it when he went to buy donuts, until I saw this.

And apparently, I ate the pink one... =)

It was quite nice and not too sweet lah.

And this one is what Ah Xia Dearie bought for Lao Ron and me, on a sunny Monday afternoon.. =)

Yes, I ate the pink one lah, again! But I like it! It's nice!

I ate the very dark coloured chocolate one later too!

And this small sugar donut was a free gift, for the 6 pretty donuts Ah Xia bought.

And I think donuts are so fattening.

I shall stop talking about those fattening sinful rings of flour.

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I went to SPCA to volunteer today!

And it was quite fun! Because I get to go near all the cats. Thought the living condition in SPCA is not the best for the cats, but it is the best they could do out of the worse.

Hopefully all the animals in SPCA can all find a home soon and have a nice owner, to care and pamper them, and give them the best and love them with all they can! Same to all other Community Cats out there!

Remember, do not buy from a pet shop, adopt them from SPCA or any other organizations instead! Or better still, adopt them from the streets! (do bring to vet to be deflea-ed or dewormed) =)

I really find joy in helping animals and especially cats. I really hope I can struck lottery one day (or earn enough on my own) to set up some animal shelter or cattery to help as many Cats as I can, and prevent them from being harmed or caught to put to sleep. (and putting to sleep is NOT a humane way to me AT ALL!)

*cools down*

Okay, very little photos. Because I was so so busy cleaning up the place!

This cat is limping, I think I saw it in SPCA the last time I went there too! But somehow she is limping today.. =(

And she was really yelling in pain. Then I stroked her a little and after a while she quieten down a little.

I think she needs rest. Hope she can get well soon! I wanna see her jumping and walking freely without pain again!

And this Cat has got long fur!

Quite cute and is fluffy to touch.. =)

And there were also quite a few kittens!

And this pic..

Can you see a paw rising in mid air from the 'basket hanging'.

And that was about all I have to say...

And anyone seen this phone before?

New kind of pay phone?

Oh my god, I'm so sua ku.

Probably designed for bangalas and workers from overseas to call back home cheaply. Dunno the sound quality good or not hor..

Ya, and lastly, Ya Yun darling must be waiting for this. This is our erasers.

Everyone knows my eraser is enormous, but who would know Ya Yun's eraser is so so so small?

And I drew the hands and legs of this "eraser man".

I could have been for creative for the hands and legs though...

Oh well... Who cares? It's just some random things we do in class when we're bored...

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Friday, October 26, 2007

I hate this man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel so unloved. I HATE IT MAN! WHY CAN'T I BE TREATED A LITTLE MORE NICELY?

I'm a bad person.

I'm so unlikable.

I have so damn bad human relations.

I have so damn bad character.

That's what you wanna see?

That's what you think of me?

Yeah, you're right man. You pissed me off, so damn sucessfully.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Oh my, I've got really lots of feelings to blog about.. But I really have no time...

Had a tough time doing the pathology 'project'. Had a hard time listening to videos and jotting down what the 'ang mohs' are speaking. And they speak so quickly..

I just met with a new kitten, and she also too friendly for her own good. May she be free from harm, free from sufferings, free from hunger....

The kitten is really affectionate and makes a good lap cat. Anyone interested in having a cat can consider adopting her. Really nice natured cat. Can contact me if you want, but I'm not 100% sure that we'll be able to meet her again. =( I hope I can feed this kitten everyday, just like how I feed Lao Da. Please! Let us meet again!

Pictures of kitty and some random stuff to be uploaded soon, hopefully.

Grrr.. I'm so damn tired and feel feverish. I haven been feeding Lao Da for some days, cos I'm really too busy and either come home late, or have loads of work to do.. =(

Luckily Lao Da has got other uncles who feed him, and Dear is also helping me to feed Lao Da. I'm just afraid Dear is too tired to feed him. =(

I MUST feed Lao Da tomorrow evening! It's a MUST! And I must also spend some quality time with him.

Thank God tomorrow is Friday already. End of weekly sufferings and start of my personal time, and helping more Cats! =)

May all Community Cats be free of hunger, free of danger and free of sufferings. It's really sad to see so many Cats being caught and put away daily, and others still in hiding and hungry and cold.

Will all the kind souls extend their hands to these animals and Cats too? Please!

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Well, I didn't do many things today. Didn't go out much. Only went for dinner with Dear.

Actually I planned to go to Princess Janah's open house today, but meeting at 4 or 5 at Tampines was quite late for me since I stay so extremely west.

Aww. I have missed all the fun, hope all the people who went enjoyed. =) And I'm so sorry I have ps-ed you guys. SORRY! Really, my house is too way far away..

This was a random Community Cat I 'fed'.

She didn't really eat, she was just sniffing the food.

Probably she didn't like it... =(

The tortoiseshell cat just relaxed and laid down to enjoy her afternoon...

So I gave the food, which the cat didn't want to eat, to Lao Da!

And as I have expected, he ate them all! =)

Lao Da is so good! And he saws me this sleepy face for a photo. =) Lao Da: " Meow, I think I need for sleep... Zzzz... "

Lao Da ate the dry food. It was a mixture of Whiskas and Iams. I think I will get more Iams dry food in future because they are of better quality and makes the Cats heathier~ Lao Da: "Hmm.. This food is yummy! I eat everything!!!!"

And I gave Lao Da some Whiskas wet food when I came back after dinner.. Lao Da: " I'm very hungry. I need lotsa food everyday! Because I'm so BIG! Yummy!"

Aww... May all Cats be like Lao Da, and will not suffer a second of hunger... =)

And my red strands of hair turned pink! I guess it'll turn blonde tomorrow or something.. I'm not sad at all cos it's all so cheap and as I have always experienced, red always don't last long... =)

At least I had it once~ More then once in fact! =)

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

I went to Geylang and did my hair a little today!!!!!!

I love love love it! I spent so little money and I think what I got was quite worth it!

Dear brought me to City Plaza. The bike ride was super long~ But I love it!

Hee hee. Me, before.

Dear with his cute botak head!

I like Dear this way!!

The results!!! I love it! Cos it's really worth it when I only paid $12!

I went to Labrador Nature Reserve after dinner with Dear!

It's quite nice there you know.. Though the road into the park was rather dark and to be going in by bike is a little scary..

But I saw a Cat there!!!!!!

The build of the Cat is like Lao Da!!!!

I fed it, but I guess she ate something already.

She took quite long to finish..

And she enjoyed it when I scratched her chin for her.. =)Looking so relaxed~ =)

And she followed me abit when I was about to leave... =(

That's what that makes me feel very sad.

I fed Lao Da today too! I missed 2 days of feeding Lao Da cos I went home too late. But Dear fed Lao Da for me.. =)

This is Lao Da's picture a few days ago. Can't remember when.. Hee hee. He is always so blur-looking... =)
Lao Da: " Eh? Why all the cars in the carpark so noisy one? I eating eh... Can't even eat in peace... "

And tonight I fed Lao Da a little too late, he was super hungry!!! =(

And because it's getting late, I can't spent a long time with him today.. =(

And Lao Da did something which makes me feel that I should really spend even more time with him...

When Dear and us were leaving by bike, I said bye bye to Lao Da, and he actually ran after our bike!!! =(

I will spend more time with you tomorrow, Lao Da!

I really hate to part with any Cats I see around. But what I alone, can do, is limited. But I will be happy that at least I can help the Cats I see at least just once, and let them feel loved. At least they were loved. And I believe there are also caregivers around and they will take good care of the community cats..

May all the Cats around the world be safe from any sufferings and live happily and healthily everyday!

And may all humans around the world treat all Cats and other animals with care and love. =)

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Friday, October 19, 2007

I have not been blogging a decent post for quite a long time.

I shall stop being an emo and loser. And start smiling and be a winner! YAY!

I have been feeding Lao Da for quite some time now.

And I realised I should stop spending my money on material stuff and start saving up!

Because I still wanna continue feeding Lao Da for the longest time I can. And wet foods are getting so expensive now. Used to be $0.70 per pack of Whiskas wet food and buy 10 get to free. Which means $7.00 for 12 packs in the past!

NOW, it's like $0.80 per pack and NO buy 10 get 2 free. Which means $8.00 for 10 packets only!!!!

And 10 packets barely lasts Lao Da for 5 days. And I sometimes free any random Community Cats I see. And I carry cat foods with me wherever I go now.

And I feed Lao Da 2 packs a day, that is provided the uncles in the area also contribute to feeding Lao Da other dry foods and fresh fish.

With a size like Lao Da, more food is needed.

And with a personality lke Lao Da, it's not a problem because everyone loves him and would gladly give him food!

I hope all Community Cats can be as fortunate as Lao Da.

So I must save money from now on!

And went out with half the class yesterday! Went to KBox cos it was so damn cheap yesterday.

And we took some neoprints!

Hee hee. I love to take neoprints.

And went shopping after that. I didn't buy anything though. Saw a cat necklace that I liked, but thinking that the necklace would cost 15 days of Lao Da's food, I gave it up. =)

Oh damn, my posts are more and more summarised. Must be due to overwhelming laziness.

Anyway, check out Xiaxue's blog post on 18 Oct! She did hair extensions and they are so so so so cheap now!!!!!!!!!!

I want to go for hair extensions too!!!! But I wouldn't extend my whole head of hair long. I want highlights!

$1 per strand only leh! Any suggestions what colour to put? =)

YAY! I love it when I found something cheap and nice!

Though I really have to save up already. Going bankrupt, soon.

Oh God, drop some money down on me!!!!!!

And a random picture.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Sunday, October 14, 2007

I hate it when the people I care about the most treat me this way.

I hate being shouted at.

I hate being scolded.

I hate being ignored.

I hate being neglected.

I hate being wronged.

I hate being misunderstood.

I hate being rejected when I only have a small request.

I hate being assumed that I did something wrong.

I hate being seen as a bad and selfish person. When I'm not.

I hate it when you don't answer my question.

I hate it when they don't trust me.

I hate it when my feelings are neglected.

I hate it when you still don't take things seriously when obviously I'm pissed off.

I hate it when I want to run away because you treat me they way I hate.

I hate it when I'd rather walk home then go back to find you.

I hate it when you don't even care how I managed to walk home.

I hate it when you talk as though nothing happened when I am so damn angry with you.

I hate it when you don't even look or sound remorseful when you screw things up.

I hate it when you say "take that as my fault la, just stop it!" when it is really your fault.

I hate it when you say "stop quarrelling!" when you yourself started it.

I hate it when I have to say it's your fault when you don't realise.

I hate it when you blame me for nothing.

I hate it when you see me as a parasite.

I hate it when you always don't seem to understand what I'm talking.

I hate it when you keep asking your same questions profusely.

I hate it when you suspect something that I have never ever done.

I hate it when I have to tell you to apologise when you did something wrong.

I hate it when you don't apologise.

I hate it when I have to say that you are wrong. ( Because I care about your feelings.)

I hate it when I have to post this on my blog to let you know how sad my life is.

I hate it when you've known me so long but you don't really know me at all.

I hate it when you only see my bad points and never take into considerations all the good things I've done.

I hate it when you criticise me more then praise.

I hate it when I really have so many things that I hate.

Please stop my hatred. I still wanna live my damn life.

I don't want this to be a curse.

I don't want my life to be full of tears.

I don't want my blog to stay this way.

I don't wanna regret to have chosen you.

I don't wanna think of anyone else.

I don't wanna screw everything up.

I don't wanna die of mental illness.

I want to lead a normal life.

I want to lead a happy life.

Can you give me the life I want?

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Okay. I'm not gonna post my last volume of Genting trip anymore.

Because.
1. It's way too long back already, I already forgot what happened.
2. I'm don't feel like posting.
3. There's nothing much about the last day anyway, just a little didn't want to leave that place.

Okay. I actually had a quite fun filled holiday till don't know when.

So I'm not gonna post all my joyful and colourful moments anymore too.

I'm sorry, I don't know, I just feel moody. And I would not like to share my troubles with anyone other then my Dear and Mao Mao. I don't want them to worry about me, so I'm not telling anyone my troubles.

It's not because of IS enrolment, so stop asking. I'm really not angry about these little things.

It's more then what meets the eye.

And I think I have lost a best friend. And I don't think you know who you are. Whatever it is, a friend lost is not worth crying for, when it's not my own fault. I'll let go, since I'm on the losing end if I hold on.

That's all I'll disclose. I believe none of you will be interested in my troubles anyway.

School is reopening. I'll only put my attention on school work then. Not gonna care about the things and people who do me no good. My life will be : School, Dear, Mao Mao, Cats, and those who care.

And thanks friends for your tag. I will reply each and everyone individually.

I appreciate all your concern, but I'm sorry, I doubt I will really cheer up till some day.

I don't know when the day will come.

*

My life hasn't been really good since I lost my important part of my life, Mao Mao.

I tell myself I haven't lost her. She is in my heart.

And she is.

She will be.

And will always be.

For that, I will continue my life and do what I should do.

Do what I think is correct.

Do what I feel like doing.

Do what that helps all Cats.

Do what that Mao Mao hopes I will do.

Do what that makes Dear and myself happy...

And.

Don't force myself to do what I don't feel like doing.

Don't do what is wrong.

Don't think of unworthy people.

Don't do anything silly.

*

I was always know as an optimistic person who has a positive outlook for life....

But for this once,

I really don't feel like being optimistic.

I don't have the stress to be happy.

It's okay not to be happy.

As long as the cats are happy,

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I will be happy.

For them.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;