In the mount of the Lord it shall be seen.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

How many times this song sang my feelings... I may know what's wrong, yet there is nothing i can do about it.

There are so many things i wished i could share with you, but you just weren't there....

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Friday, May 6, 2011

A relationship requires 2 persons to work in the same direction. If they aren't, one will be pulling the other. And if both don't want to give way, both will get hurt.

I guess that's pretty much what we are now. But no baby I'm really not trying to win every argument here. I'm trying to make sense. Trying to make everything work. Though undeniably I don't wanna be pulled towards your way. But either way I'll cry. Either way I'll lose something important to me.

Don't we always know that a relationship is pair work? I must do my part and you must do yours...

But I guess right now you are tired. No, I don't blame you if you have stopped trying.

It was never easy for two to be together so long and still happy. And perhaps that is why we aren't happy... I know a lot of changes came on the way, I embraced it, but you didn't like changes... or perhaps not used to them...

Looking back at the memories I can only face it with thanksgiving, thanks for all the wonderful time we had together...

Thanks for all the silly things (and faces) we've done together, and the beautiful memories we've accumulated...

Thanks for all the tears and fights and cries and shouts. I know at least they weren't done for nothing. (or maybe they were all for nothing..)

And now our lives are so full of each other that every other thing around us reminds us of each other...

If this is gonna change it's going to be so difficult for me. I know it won't be easy for you either. Or maybe you'll enjoy the initial burst of freedom...

I just wanna let you know that I see the times that you've tried and I really appreciate it, and don't be sorry that you are so tired you just had to stop...

And if finally there's only left with two words I wouldn't make it difficult for you... But I just wanna say I'm sorry...

My favourite pic

So will you stop running away from the problem and just give us one last try?

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Sunday, May 1, 2011

I've reached a stage I really find it hard to believe what you are saying. But yet, I chose to believe.

Too many times I've been a detective and realised again and again that you're lying to me. Actually what good does it do to me? I only get myself broken. I'm not gonna verify your words ever again. Call me stupid, at least I chose to be.

Is there any thing more i can do for us? If things has proceed till this stage. I don't know what else can save us. Challenge this relationship further, I can see what'd happen. By that time, I will tell you, it's your loss, not mine... Or am I just trying to be strong...

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;