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Monday, June 29, 2009

It's been a long long time since I last updated. Life is getting different, really different.

Load of decisions to make, load of new commitments, loads of misunderstandings, loads of tension, loads of complications, load of fear.

The old times were no longer here. Everything's different. Sometimes I remembered, "What would you do if you weren't afraid?" from "Who moved my cheese."

I have been too afraid in the past to make any difference. Benjamin, if you're reading this, I just want to tell you I'm sorry. I know I've been really cruel this time. I feel hurt too. But I'm really sorry, I doing this not because I don't love you anymore, but I really cannot overcome my fears this time.

I know we share the same goals and I cherish that alot. I know we've been working towards our goal, but in very different ways. Sadly, we've became like 2 parallel lines that will never meet.

I know we've done alot of each other and we've came so far, it's all tears, blood and sweat and the feeling was always true. It all started out so simply but now things turn to be so complicated. I know you always like to hear what I have to say in private, so I'll just stop here. I'll write you something.

I'm really sorry I think I have to do this. It's the best for us, rather then a painful struggle, don't you think?... I want you move on and be happy, okay? For the last time, I love you.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;