In the mount of the Lord it shall be seen.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Hi all my dear friends!!!

I think I'm feeling moody today. No! I mean everyday!

Sorry for any friends I have offended in any way recently. Because I'm really tired and fed up by so many things to be done all at once.

I'm getting really grouchy and impatient.

So, Sorry any friends if I had thrown a temper at you or chant all my laments to you.

I'M SO SORRY! It wasn't on purpose.

I also don't know why I'm acting this strange.

But I'll be alright again after shopping for a couple of pairs of fake lashes. They never fail to perk me up.

I'm so sorry friends! Especially those in my project groups whom I have "attitude-ed" to.

Haha, really sorry! Not purposely.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Saturday, January 26, 2008

I'm going to cut my hair later. But till now I don't know what to cut, and whether to dye my hair black!!

Should I? I don't know. Everytime I see my old picture, I got a feeling that I will regret if I have got black hair...

I don't know. You tell me.

Yes, and the background is my super messy room.

Sigh.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

I am so tired.

I can't remember the last time I blogged properly. I just don't have any strength to do something so leisure like this.

I'm so so sorry friends and people. I will be very grouchy for now till... maybe when exam ends.

I'm so sorry! I can't help it.

And people, if you happened to be always unable to just through my phone or I did not reply your sms, I'm sorry. Because my phone always have reception problem, I hope you all bear with me!

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Saturday, January 12, 2008

If you had a bad day, so did I.

No amount of sorries can save you anymore, I have given you enough chances to prove yourself.

A leopard never changes its spots. If you can, maybe I will forgive you.

If no, then I hope you don't waste my youth anymore.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

A crumpled piece of paper can never be as smooth and straight as it was again.

Something that you didn't cherished and took it for granted can never be yours again, once you lost it.

A heart which you didn't handle with care, would quiver and die, and it will never beat again, once you deprive it of its oxygen.

Someone whom you were too used to having them by you side, you abuse them and do the wrong things you know that they would forgive you, they will never come back to you again, once they had enough of your nonsense.

A promise which was broken can be forgiven, but many broken promises leads to a broken heart.

Some chances may be given to allow you to salvage the situation, but when you don't make use if the chance, even a thousand chances were given to you, the outcome will still be the same.

Some people are worth the wait, but it happens that I have always waited for the wrong person.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Monday, January 7, 2008

Mao Mao, I really miss you... I think of you everyday and I hope you still miss me too!

Mao Mao, I hope you are living well in your paradise, and take good care of yourself. I want to see my fluffy fleshy Mao Mao when we meet again.

Mao Mao, I know you are watching me, and I will also do things that you would like me to do.

Mao Mao, you are my motivation, and I know you will always be with me, no matter where I am.

Mao Mao, I love you.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Sunday, January 6, 2008

If I don't blog this I really don't feel well.

I'm sure many of you have received a email from me asking you to watch a video. The video is really gross and inhumane.

It shows how some animals are really skinned alive. And they are still breathing and moving after they have been skinned. Those people doing this really have no heart!!!

It really pains me to see this. Imagine the helpless animal is still feeling the pain. And is still in extreme pain, but it just can't be dead yet. WHY ARE THOSE PEOPLE DOING THIS?!

It really breaks my heart. It really sad. Please people, don't wear fur, don't buy fur products.

PLEASE. Save the animals! They ought to have their rights.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Saturday, January 5, 2008

SIGH!!!

It's really too bad that I was born with the parents I'm having. I can't change them, whatsoever...

Sigh!

Have you all seen this before?

I'm sure there's one of these in every one's house isn't it?

What is the purpose of this everyone? Is this rack used to hold and dry our plates? Isn't it?

And look at this:

The metal plate is used to collect any water that drips down from the plates isn't it? If not what for is it there?!

And let me tell you a story.

A short time ago, in fact, this afternoon, I was washing my plates I just used.

Of course after washing, I would shake off as much water as I could, and place the plate on the rack isn't?

Don't everyone do this?

Then my father shouted: "Your plates can don't put it there like this or not? The water drip down the plate will rust one." (seriously, I don't wish to call this man father. of course not just because of this incident. It's a long story. I'm not that petty.)

WHAT?! THEN WHAT IS THE REASON THE PLATE IS THERE FOR?!!!!!!?

TELL ME! If no water will drip down, then why the manufacturers will want to waste cost and put a extra plate there? To collect dust ah?!

SIAO!

If you don't want the plate to collect the water, then fuckingly remove the plate and let the water drip everywhere lah! CRAZY MAN!

And let me tell you, the rack in my house is STAINLESS STEEL! Here is the definition of stainless steel.

Though stainless steel may also rust, but it states that it would not rust as easily as normal steel.

Okay, so what if it rusts. This rack in my house is AT LEAST 4 years old. Then, when it was still new, why don't you ask everyone to wipe the plates dry then put there? You wait till now, it's already dirty and I'm not the only one contributing to it! DAMN it! I eat at home the least! Thus I use the plates the least too!

Why don't you scold your dear son when he puts the wet plate there too? HUH?! I don't see him wiping the plates dry before putting it on the rack. He doesn't microwave them dry too! He puts it DRIPPING WET on the rack!!!! I believe mine contain less water them his!!!!

I don't fucking care if you favour him more, go ahead lah! I also don't want your favouritism.

And even my Mom just put it there like this. Even you yourself puts the plate there dripping wet! Or even, you don't wash your plates!

And you think what?! One cheapskate rack can last you for a lifetime ah?! Of course when required, you have to change it what? So stingy for what?!

In addition, Wikipedia states that: "Stainless steel's resistance to corrosion and staining, low maintenance, relative inexpense, and familiar luster make it an ideal base material for a host of commercial applications."

It is RELATIVELY INEXPENSIVE!!! DAMN it! Are you that stingy that you feel the pinch when your cheap, pathetic dish rack gets rusty?!

WOW! I bet you would even feel that pain when your daughter hurt herself or something.

That makes you a really 'great' father. How fortunate of me!

Other people's children may not even wash their own dishes after their meal lor! I wash it, I make an effort to shake off as much water as I can, and I get a scolding.

That is a very good way of teaching your children!

Nobody will recongnise my efforts, no matter how great results I get, how much work I do, I still can't compare to your dear son, your stock market, your money and your dish rack!

I'm worse then a dish rack. I worth less then a dish rack in your eyes. WHATEVER!

I wouldn't care anymore! To think I still think of your feelings when I talk, to think I still hold a little respect for you, but not anymore!

I'm gonna leave this house as soon as I can! I will have a life of my own, and not under the control of you. But I will miss my Mom.

Mom's always the best. I know that. My Mom has a big heart and strong arms.

I take it that I don't have any father at all. Since young I have always felt this way. Don't blame me for this. What you did is too evil and I will never forget how I lost my most loved one. All because of your malice.

I believe your conscience will punish you. You will live with the guilt for the rest of your life, unless you have no conscience, which is highly possible.

But it's ok. You'll never succeed in bringing me down.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

I hate to waste my time. I want to check out who likes wasting time?

I hate to use my time waiting, waiting and doing nothing! I hate sleeping too much of my time away too!!

BUT why is there always some people who like to waste my time and make me wait and wait and wait??

AND YOU STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO TELL ME WAIT FOR ME AWHILE ONLY MA, CANNOT MEH? YOU ALREADY WAIT SO MANY TIMES LIAO, WHY THIS TIME CANNOT WAIT?

Even you know how many time have I been waiting? And can't you be more automatic to not let me wait anymore?

And when you are the one who has to wait, what is your reaction? You know it yourself.

I only live once. I only have this much of youth. I love to use my time wisely and do more meaningful things, can't I?

And YOU! Only know how to tell me to wait wait wait! I am really angry this time. I really think that you don't treat what I say seriously. Where is your sense of urgency?

Promises? What are they to you? Just empty talk? I don't understand how you can be so in-creditable.

I'm not like you, you think that there's nothing meaningful in life that's worth rushing for isn't it? You think that making people wait is alright isn't it?

I can't trust you anymore. I think everyone else treats me more like human then you do.

If we really share different values, then stop wasting my time like what you are doing now. I had enough. Enough is enough. I have told you "I had enough" for numerous times. What do you take my words as? Do you really know what have you done?

A leopard never changes its spots. I know this. I won't give myself anymore false hope to make me believe in you again. No way.

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I hate the way you say "It's just a small matter, why be so angry over it?"

Whatever you done wrong is small, whatever I did wrong is big.

That is very fair!!!!!

YA RIGHT!

My tolerance has it's limit. It can be quite high, but once it hits the limit. I'll be determined to let you know that I really had enough.

No amount of sorries can salvage the situation, unless you are determined to change.

People say that "You should love the person for what they are."

You go and love them then. Sorry, I have a big heart, but not as big as yours.

There are some bad habits that I can tolerate for my life, but there are some that I can't even stand it for more then a month.

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Another saying says "Treating others well is being mean to yourself."

I DO NOT BELIEVE in this.

But I do believe that treating others too well would spoil them and soon they will go overboard.

I sound like a really mean person, but who cares, all humans think for themselves isn't it? 人不为己天诛地灭。

Please change, if not I'll change you out of my life.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;

HELLO YEAR 2008!!!

Happy New Year to ALL!! And Best Wishes!!!!

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;