In the mount of the Lord it shall be seen.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Okay. I'm not gonna post my last volume of Genting trip anymore.

Because.
1. It's way too long back already, I already forgot what happened.
2. I'm don't feel like posting.
3. There's nothing much about the last day anyway, just a little didn't want to leave that place.

Okay. I actually had a quite fun filled holiday till don't know when.

So I'm not gonna post all my joyful and colourful moments anymore too.

I'm sorry, I don't know, I just feel moody. And I would not like to share my troubles with anyone other then my Dear and Mao Mao. I don't want them to worry about me, so I'm not telling anyone my troubles.

It's not because of IS enrolment, so stop asking. I'm really not angry about these little things.

It's more then what meets the eye.

And I think I have lost a best friend. And I don't think you know who you are. Whatever it is, a friend lost is not worth crying for, when it's not my own fault. I'll let go, since I'm on the losing end if I hold on.

That's all I'll disclose. I believe none of you will be interested in my troubles anyway.

School is reopening. I'll only put my attention on school work then. Not gonna care about the things and people who do me no good. My life will be : School, Dear, Mao Mao, Cats, and those who care.

And thanks friends for your tag. I will reply each and everyone individually.

I appreciate all your concern, but I'm sorry, I doubt I will really cheer up till some day.

I don't know when the day will come.

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My life hasn't been really good since I lost my important part of my life, Mao Mao.

I tell myself I haven't lost her. She is in my heart.

And she is.

She will be.

And will always be.

For that, I will continue my life and do what I should do.

Do what I think is correct.

Do what I feel like doing.

Do what that helps all Cats.

Do what that Mao Mao hopes I will do.

Do what that makes Dear and myself happy...

And.

Don't force myself to do what I don't feel like doing.

Don't do what is wrong.

Don't think of unworthy people.

Don't do anything silly.

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I was always know as an optimistic person who has a positive outlook for life....

But for this once,

I really don't feel like being optimistic.

I don't have the stress to be happy.

It's okay not to be happy.

As long as the cats are happy,

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I will be happy.

For them.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;