In the mount of the Lord it shall be seen.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

I hate it when the people I care about the most treat me this way.

I hate being shouted at.

I hate being scolded.

I hate being ignored.

I hate being neglected.

I hate being wronged.

I hate being misunderstood.

I hate being rejected when I only have a small request.

I hate being assumed that I did something wrong.

I hate being seen as a bad and selfish person. When I'm not.

I hate it when you don't answer my question.

I hate it when they don't trust me.

I hate it when my feelings are neglected.

I hate it when you still don't take things seriously when obviously I'm pissed off.

I hate it when I want to run away because you treat me they way I hate.

I hate it when I'd rather walk home then go back to find you.

I hate it when you don't even care how I managed to walk home.

I hate it when you talk as though nothing happened when I am so damn angry with you.

I hate it when you don't even look or sound remorseful when you screw things up.

I hate it when you say "take that as my fault la, just stop it!" when it is really your fault.

I hate it when you say "stop quarrelling!" when you yourself started it.

I hate it when I have to say it's your fault when you don't realise.

I hate it when you blame me for nothing.

I hate it when you see me as a parasite.

I hate it when you always don't seem to understand what I'm talking.

I hate it when you keep asking your same questions profusely.

I hate it when you suspect something that I have never ever done.

I hate it when I have to tell you to apologise when you did something wrong.

I hate it when you don't apologise.

I hate it when I have to say that you are wrong. ( Because I care about your feelings.)

I hate it when I have to post this on my blog to let you know how sad my life is.

I hate it when you've known me so long but you don't really know me at all.

I hate it when you only see my bad points and never take into considerations all the good things I've done.

I hate it when you criticise me more then praise.

I hate it when I really have so many things that I hate.

Please stop my hatred. I still wanna live my damn life.

I don't want this to be a curse.

I don't want my life to be full of tears.

I don't want my blog to stay this way.

I don't wanna regret to have chosen you.

I don't wanna think of anyone else.

I don't wanna screw everything up.

I don't wanna die of mental illness.

I want to lead a normal life.

I want to lead a happy life.

Can you give me the life I want?

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;