In the mount of the Lord it shall be seen.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

I hate to waste my time. I want to check out who likes wasting time?

I hate to use my time waiting, waiting and doing nothing! I hate sleeping too much of my time away too!!

BUT why is there always some people who like to waste my time and make me wait and wait and wait??

AND YOU STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO TELL ME WAIT FOR ME AWHILE ONLY MA, CANNOT MEH? YOU ALREADY WAIT SO MANY TIMES LIAO, WHY THIS TIME CANNOT WAIT?

Even you know how many time have I been waiting? And can't you be more automatic to not let me wait anymore?

And when you are the one who has to wait, what is your reaction? You know it yourself.

I only live once. I only have this much of youth. I love to use my time wisely and do more meaningful things, can't I?

And YOU! Only know how to tell me to wait wait wait! I am really angry this time. I really think that you don't treat what I say seriously. Where is your sense of urgency?

Promises? What are they to you? Just empty talk? I don't understand how you can be so in-creditable.

I'm not like you, you think that there's nothing meaningful in life that's worth rushing for isn't it? You think that making people wait is alright isn't it?

I can't trust you anymore. I think everyone else treats me more like human then you do.

If we really share different values, then stop wasting my time like what you are doing now. I had enough. Enough is enough. I have told you "I had enough" for numerous times. What do you take my words as? Do you really know what have you done?

A leopard never changes its spots. I know this. I won't give myself anymore false hope to make me believe in you again. No way.

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I hate the way you say "It's just a small matter, why be so angry over it?"

Whatever you done wrong is small, whatever I did wrong is big.

That is very fair!!!!!

YA RIGHT!

My tolerance has it's limit. It can be quite high, but once it hits the limit. I'll be determined to let you know that I really had enough.

No amount of sorries can salvage the situation, unless you are determined to change.

People say that "You should love the person for what they are."

You go and love them then. Sorry, I have a big heart, but not as big as yours.

There are some bad habits that I can tolerate for my life, but there are some that I can't even stand it for more then a month.

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Another saying says "Treating others well is being mean to yourself."

I DO NOT BELIEVE in this.

But I do believe that treating others too well would spoil them and soon they will go overboard.

I sound like a really mean person, but who cares, all humans think for themselves isn't it? 人不为己天诛地灭。

Please change, if not I'll change you out of my life.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;