In the mount of the Lord it shall be seen.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Long time no blog.

Long time no take pictures, so no entry, as I'm not good at words. I'm ALWAYS not good at words.

It's either my words become super funny, or it becomes super offensive.

That is ALWAYS the case. Why?

How many times have you all tried to talk to someone peacefully, and it ended up in a tiff? Or a major quarrel? I couldn't count how many times that happened to me.

Or perhaps because I have a very strong backbone (It's 骨气 in Chinese, not the skeleton that supports me lah! I always get backaches so badly.), thus, if someone I would rather not have my way, then have my way and have to give in to the other person and do what he/she says all the time.

And I hate to beg for help or things, if you don't want to help, then that's it. Don't have to pretend that you are so kind, while you have other motives in helping me.

Don't get me wrong, this does not mean that I will not help others when they are in need. I will have them, and I won't have an ulterior motive in helping them.

But sometimes in life, (or rather always in life) many things are beyond our control. Sometimes you can't do anything even if you hate that person, don't like that person. That's life. There's always a new challenge everyday. And I always think I have a shitload of them everyday. But fear not, I'm going to knock them down!

Yeah right!

Sigh, sometimes somethings, you just can write it in your little blog and there's basically nothing that anyone can help after reading it. But it's alright, I'll settle it myself.

I've come so far, I'm not going to give up prematurely. Period.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;