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Saturday, July 31, 2010

It's just freaky how friends close as sisters experience the same thing at the same time.

I really have a bad feeling about things.

There are just some things whereby there are ample choices, but the decisions were made too early. (perhaps even in a haste) And when things had to change, these earlier made decisions contradicts the change.

There's this strain that is pulling in between 2 strong-willed and neither wants to give way. True enough, the goal is the same, but the route towards the goal is different. Wake-up-call from the disillusionment of a perfect compromisation, there isn't any win-win situation.

The correct way to solve the problem is a clear but painful one. Optimism always comes to suggest a possible alternative. As much as we wished there was an alternative, clearly there isn't.

Is this a vicious cycle? The differences once and again burst the psychedelic bubble of "If I had to choose again, my choice will still be same."

Will it really still be same?
Ironically enough we somehow still never fail to convince ourselves that the answer is yes...

But is this really correct?

Just as we thought the search has ended, have we really found?

Are we going the right way? We're lost. We're lost!

I feel really uneasy, and there's this strange familiarity to it, it just feels like deja vu.

I'm really afraid.

- Psalms 37:4 -
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. # ;